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2007-02-07T01:24:00.001-08:00

What should i do ??

2007-02-07T01:24:00.000-08:00

What should i do ??

2007-01-27T01:30:00.000-08:00

Everything is going fine =)

Happy..

Contented =)

2007-01-11T10:59:00.000-08:00

CONFUSED.....

2006-12-26T12:31:00.000-08:00

All the pictures i can find from my folder for band camp n NCO camp..hahas..try 2 find more of it=) gt lots of pictures 2 upload the next few days..^_^

2006-12-08T02:33:00.000-08:00

Went out with Nco mates 2dae.. N bcame a victim of them. From the start of the dae. They already sabo mi n Zhong haou le. Luckily we r not stupid. They trick mi 2 sit infront of him n also push mi 2wards him when we r standing in a circle lor.

Pei bao also msg mi n call mi 2 tok 2 him. Hahas. Weiling n Rachel also. But i die die dont wan 2 tok 2 him, he also die die dont wan 2 tok 2 mi. Cos we noe they sabo-ing us le mahx. So when i see him, i jux say 'hi' then he also say a 'hi' 2 mi. Then tts all lor. Then when we going home, we jux say a 'bye' 2 each other then no more le. =)

But after tt on the train tt time i gt msg him..hahas..cos 2 sian le..Have 2 go back 2 tampines myself =(. i think tt dae. he 10 plus then reach home lor..hahas..so poor thing

Will upload the pics we taken when weiling send mi =)

2006-12-07T23:23:00.000-08:00

Had band prac 2dae. Mr tong say tt our band is improving. N i also think so.. If we continue this way, i think getting the GOLD is not a prob =)

then my 1st lesson of amaths tuition jux started 2dae. Had no choice. Cos i seriously SUCK at amaths.. I been getting a F9 the whole yr. So now muz buck up le =)

2006-11-30T22:20:00.000-08:00

OUCH!!!

the whole band is like walking the same way now. Cos of band camp, ihsan n silas took us 4 morning excerise. OUCH !!! now our whole body is like aching la..hahas..

so.2dae, stay at home n SLEEP...ZzZzZ

2006-11-29T23:55:00.000-08:00

went 2 springfield 2dae 2 combine our set piece with them. it was fun =). Sing yee was telling mi the flute section was so excited and happy when they heard tt they going 2 sectional with oboe. So interesting rite?? hahas..

The combine was ok. Everything turns out fine. =) i think i going 2 ask mr tong 4 another exchange with them ^_^

2006-11-28T00:38:00.000-08:00

BAND CAMP... so fun..hahas..but haven gt the pics from jo n the rest. took alot of stupid n crazy pics with the seniors n excos..hahas..but..tts ME wad..=)

will uplaod all the pics when i gt it =)

2006-11-26T01:33:00.000-08:00

Went for nco bbq jux now. Then feel so odd lor. Rachel, Wei ling n me was like standing at a corner all the time. And u noe wad. I paid $10 jux 2 eat a plate of noodles, 2 cups of drinks n a stick of satay. Saw Zhong Hao but didnt tok 2 him. He also didnt tok 2 me. Hahas. So we both jux pretend we dunno each other lor. So funny

Anw, feel very bad tt i act 'dao' towards him ar. Cos i m suppose 2 tok 2 him de. Ok. Sorry ar.=(

Then went home after tt. Now rushing on stuffs for tml band camp. =X.

HE IS COMING BACK TML..At last. =)

2006-11-24T00:56:00.000-08:00

i miss him..

3 more days..=(

hais..

waiting..

2006-11-23T00:38:00.000-08:00

i miss him..=(

thinking all those stuffs..

hais..=(

2006-11-22T00:13:00.000-08:00

i miss him...=(

wonder how is he doing there now..=(

5 more days..=(

hais..=(

2006-11-21T22:15:00.000-08:00

Went for band 2dae.Everybody was like so depress la. Went 2 food palace with Rauf, Hafidz, Eunice, Joanne, Wafiy n Jon. Dunno izzit they r influence by mi, they all r like crazily eatting ice-cream.

Ice-cream eaten.......

Joanne- 1 cone
Eunice- 1 cup
Me- 1 cone
Wafiy- 2 cones
Jon- 3 cones
Rauf- 5 cones

The way the guys eat is horrible ok. But really hv alot of fun with them =)

Rauf send mi home as usual. =) Thx ar. Then tok tok tok. Same old stuffs.

Msg him once i reached home. Telling him 2 takecare n becareful all those stuffs la. =X then he rply "haha. ok." Think i going 2 miss him. Hais .Does he noe tt ?? Ok. Nvm. Jux really wan him 2 take gd care of himself when he is there. N of cos, hope he will not make mi worry

Going 2 suffer surviving without seeing him online 4 1 week =( HAIS. Dunno if i can take it la, cos i m already sick =( HE LEFT =(

2006-11-20T01:04:00.000-08:00

After chem 2dae. Went 2 Food palace with haiye. Then suddenly tok bout him. Haiye say dunno wad ask him out tml . But he is going malaysia wad. So how can he go out??

Confidently, i bet with haiye a tube of ice-cream tt he sure wont come out cos he going malaysia. But i LOST!! But nvm, cos tht tt i going out with ihsan de. But last min he cannot make it. So nvm =)

Haiye will b going out with him anw =( Enjoy.

2006-11-15T12:58:00.000-08:00

Hv chalet again last nite. It was a stay-over for mi again. =) So suprised tt my mum didnt call mi n rush mi home.

He didnt go.=( Actually meet him , khai kit , jeremy n haiye. When we wan 2 board the bus. He suddenly say he not going =( =(. Then ask khai kit wad happen, he say he not feeling well =( So worried, so cannot resist myself from asking how is he, i sms him =X.

So i think u all will expect how my dae will b without him there =( . Then make fun of khai kit the whole time. Cos he was wearing exactly the same colour as mi. Hahas. He cannot tahan mi lor. >.<

Ok. Then was so tired. Didnt manage 2 slp, cos when i went 4 my CCA all of them was happily slping at home lor. So slp during the second nite =)

Was so worried bout him lor. But cannot do anything also. Hais. Does he care?? =(

2006-11-14T12:44:00.000-08:00

Have chalet last nite. U all muz b thinking, chalet wad, i sure enjoy myself. But pple, u all r SOOO wrong ok. Honestly, i cried there SOOO many times. Bcos saw sm things tt really make mi depress. Anw, played X-BOX with Samantha, Reena and Chuan Yew. We all gt so excited n screaming thoughout the whole game tt the security came knocking on our door =X. But it was seriously fun.

Then haiye, huishan ,jeremy n him went 2 the beach. Then came back bout 4 plus in the morning. Then Wee Kiat was not feeling well the whole time. He didnt eat anything the whole nite. So bout 2.30 am, i walked 2 mac and gt him a cup of tea =)

Actually, nothing much. Jux crying the whole time there during the chalet. HAIS. Wad 2 do. Saw unpleasant stuffs tt make mi so depressed. Shall not say it out. =(

2006-11-12T23:45:00.000-08:00

Went out with him, jeremy and haiye 2dae.Sat at mac then discuss bout the food and stuffs.Then he sat infront of mi lor.SoOo scary.When i wan 2 tok 2 him, then i look in2 his eyes tt time, it like sooooo big.hahas.then ended up didnt really tok 2 him =( sorry ar.

Then 4 of us went 2 sheng siong 2 gt all the food.Cos jeremy budget so hv to gt all the cheap cheap de. Ok. But nvm, he help us save alot of money also.Then everybody carried at least 2 big bags of foods n drinks. By the time we reached the bus-stop, jeremy was complaining like crazy already.Haiyo.

We alight at the stadium de bus-stop there.Then walk 2 my house =X. Being a nice host, i offer each of them a cup of pokka green tea. Then they sit near the door there awhile then left le. Actually wanted 2 hv dinner with them, but they like dont wan. So went walk walk with haiye then went home.

he was like carrying the drinks.so heavy lor. wanted 2 help him. But dont think its a gd idea. =(

2006-11-08T23:02:00.000-08:00

HI!!!

long time since i really blog stories bout myself..cos been a guai kia 4 smtime..as in not going out..so gt nothing much 2 blog about =X

anw..went 2 meet jo , eunice n weihan after D & T 2dae..then ta bao kfc go jon house..suppose 2 watch sm vcds tt jo rent..but in the end found out tt his tv spoil..but nvm..then his mum tok 2 us..so many healthy tips n stories tt we nv expect..hahas..ya..i think we not going 2 drink milk anymore..hahas..

found out tt i m underweight as usual..then also..the amount of fats in me is like 20 %..its ok la..then realise tt i m suppose 2 drink 8 BOTTLES OF WATER every day..hahas..can u blive it??hahas..but i m going 2 do it..4 the sake of my health..hahas..

ok..back again..then jo , weihan , jon and mi watch the dunno wad scary show..playground or wad..hahas..watch b4 already..but i still keep screaming hahas..so pai seh..

ok..gtg..2 drink water..try 2 blog again soon =) nites..bye..^_^

2006-11-07T01:15:00.000-08:00

hais..hais..heard tt he hurt his eyes...so careless lor..aiyo..then i ask him wad happen..he say he 2 tired..then ji tao slp with the lens..hais..dunno y make mi so wry lor..dunno how 2 take care de..ok..i think i also no mood 2 blog le..hais..=(

2006-10-30T00:48:00.000-08:00

tok 2 him last nite all the way until 3 plus in the morning on msn..was quite surprise when he open a conversation..hahas..cos it was really very very usual..then tok ,tok ,'argue' ,'argue'...then settle all the misunderstandings le..finally..everything is over..

hais..but i seriously dunno wad the hell i m thinking all these while..liking his best frend?hahas..i think more like using his best frend 2 substitute him lor..hais..but was really really relief tt everything is over..

so..wad sld i do now? i also dunno..hahas..anw..jux very happy tt he tok 2 mi la..hahas =)..although sm pple may think is toking only..i m easily contented.. =)

2006-10-29T02:47:00.000-08:00

SORRY FOR ALL THOSE AWFUL WORDS I SAID...SORRY...SORRY=(

2006-10-23T00:52:00.000-07:00

2dae..didnt go 2 sch..cos go sch also nothing 2 do..they play cards..i dunno how 2 play..then they play the chinese chess..i also dunno how 2 play..only noe how 2 disturb =X..

last nite b4 my n my youger sis slp..we went 2 tell papa tt we dont wan 2 go 2 sch..wah..then this morning he really nv wake us up lor..hahas..but msg dhai bout 6 plus..then she say she also nv go 2 sch..hahas..then slp again..woke up at 8 plus..cos my mum was shouting..she saw the new hotter pantsi i buy..then she was so angry..cos its damn short =X...

had you ja kuay frend dunno call wad 4 breakfast..then after tt..eat my lunch le..go meet cheryl..but didnt manage 2 gt the job..cos when we reach singpost..nobody there seems care..hahas..then went back 2 tam..saw yiting sitting alone downstairs the pavillon there..then pei her tok lor..but didnt manage 2 c huishan =(..so long nv c her le..hais..hahas..

then bought waffle from prime deli with cheryl..then went home..as in she go 2 my house la..but only awhile..then wanted 2 meet her at nite..cos tht meeting fifi..but he said he was tired..so also dont wan 2 disturb him..so in the end also nv meet lor..hahas..miss him alot..cos its like a week ++ since he went 2 sch le..

hahas..anw..heard from adelene tt 26 pple from our class nv go sch 2dae..so interesting rite?? 3E4 wad..hahas..anw..will stop blogging till here..nites.. ^_^

2006-10-22T00:45:00.000-07:00

bout 10 am like this my elder sis frend come 2 my house n learn 2 make the cornflakes cookies from my mum..they all very frendly..come n entertain mi..cos i 2 sian liao..haha..they 1 of them look like my cousin sue xian lor..hahas..anw..

went to bugis with haiye in the afternoon..hahas..went crazy shopping with her..so fun..then i bought a black blouse ($10) n my HOTTER PANTSI ($12)..hahas..finally bought it..then haiye bought a white with brown ribbon bluose ($19) n her MP 4 ($100++)..hahas..i think she damn happy..cos she finally buy it le..hahas..i think 2nite she coming 2 my house 2 stay..cos her mum chase her out..

then went we reach tam...saw Qinghui n her bf..hahas..dunno y..nowadays keep c-ing her n her bf..hahas..then sit down n tok tok..tok bout the past..hahas..all the changes n stuff..so many nice memories..=)

the suppose 2 go my aunt house n eat..but was 2 late..so hv 2 ta bao mac home 2 eat =(...then i reach home it was bout 11 plus like this..my whole family except my elder sis was in the living room..

eat le..bathe le..then online..hahas..slp lor..so tired..shop the whole dae =)

2006-10-18T23:16:00.000-07:00

hais..

jux dont hang up on me..

i jux dont like it..do u understand..

n now i m doing u a favour by helping u 2 take ur stuff..

i m always helping u dont u feel n noe it ??

but u nv seems 2 appreciate wad i do 4 u =(

2006-10-17T22:15:00.000-07:00

hais..gt overall results 2dae..although i pass..but dunno y..jux gt no mood..feel so useless..cannot help my frends..i really dont wan 2 leave them..but mr loh say..gt no choice..wad can i do??i tok 2 him already..but he say he cannot help..=(..hais..

anw..band resume 2dae..n..erm..playing had deprove during the break..very disappointed la..cannot even play simple song..dunno how we going 2 perform for street fest?? then alot pple AP 2dae la..damn it man..use hp sms..but..i keep quiet..hais..cos 2dae 1st day band resume..also dont wan 2 spoil their mood..then went down 2 tok 2 mdm yang bout sm things..

she suddenly tell wei han n i tt we hv 2 go on stage on thru 2 collect the cert for balloon hat n fountain fest on behalf of the band..n both of us hv 2 go up 1 time..hais..so scary lor..hais..anw..not in the right mood 2dae..

sian.ZzZzZzZ....slacking....

2006-10-15T00:42:00.000-07:00

jux receive these pic from jian wei this afternoon..this was taken on 11/10/06..the day we all skip sch =X

since last nite i slpt at almost 3 am..i woke up at 11.30am this morning..hahas..had my breakfast followed by lunch...then i online n chat..after tt..went 2 take a nap until 3 like this ...woke up..found my younger sis bathe ok le..then i quickly go n bathe..then we walk 2 my aunt house...

when i reach there..was very very bored..watch sm video of my neice..then eat a early dinner..then was soo sian n tired..i fell aslp on the chair..hahas..then woke up cos haiye call..then tok tok again..then walk home with jialing (niece) to 861 2 meet ben..he returning the bike on behalf of jeremy..hahas..then after tt walk back 2 my aunt house again..then tell jialing wad happen..hais..

anw..reach home bout 11 like this..then i eat again..hahas..so hungry..dunno y..then tok 2 my elder sis online..as usual..she stay at her bf house again..then she tok 2 mi bout alot of things..hahas..4 the moment..its confidential..u all will noe it soon i think..=)

i m so bored...ZzZzZzZz.....

2006-10-14T01:55:00.000-07:00

suppose 2 meet eugene, desmond n jian wei at 1.30 2dae at small mac..but was like =X..so haiye n mi reach there at 3 =X..then they all was like damn angry lor..hahas.sorry ar..then we took a train 2 orchard..had our lunch there n walk walk ..then went 2 bugis..but eugene went out with his church frends and desmond went 2 visit his grandma..so all left with haiye, jian wei n mi..

went 2 bugis 2 walk walk..saw soooo many clothes i wan 2 buy but gt no $$$..hahas..after tt went back 2 tampines 2 meet cassandra and H-shijie..went to dunno food wad at cs 2 eat..after tt..guo harn n zhan jie come from pasir ris park 2 meet us..then we went 2 watch the movie 'silk' (without guo harn) ...

the movie is damn scary la..aiyo..i was like screaming throughout the whole show la..hahas..then jian wei n zhan jie was laughing ...=.="..also dunno y..then cassandra scare the hell out of mi when she suddenly stretch her hands rite infront of my face lor..then i scream again..hahas..

after the show, H-shijie n zhan jie went home..then cassandra, haiye, jian wei n mi went 2 meet fifi n his frends..quite interesting frends he hv..all of them c gt sign board only..wan 2 jump n touch it le..hahas..then fifi start again..as in..he change his personality 2 hard gay..then started doing stupid actions..hahas..then acompany fifi 2 mac 2 hv his dinner cum supper..then tok tok again..then went home le..as usual..jian wei was the 1 who send mi home =X..hahas..but really had a very fun dae 2dae..

anw..HAPPY BIRTHDAE HAIYE !!!!

2006-10-13T00:45:00.000-07:00

went 2 sch 2dae...sian..then gt back results..my results was like shit ...

Amaths- F9
Emaths-B4
Chinese paper 1- 39.5/70 , paper 2- 20.5/70 , oral- 27/40 , listening comphre- 20/20
English- C5
Social Stuidies- 25/50
Literature- 20/50
Chemisty- 49/100

its like my results suck like shit lor..i jux praying hard tt i will not drop 2 N next year..hais..anw..at nite..went 2 meet haiye..then went to the pasa malam with her..walk walk..then after tt went 2 meet kevin at mac..tok tok awhile then he went home..then after tt mi n haiye tok downstairs her blk..then 'ACTION' smthing happen la..directed by haiye n mi..=) (our secret)then meet jian wei..tok tok until 12 plus..wish haiye happy birthdae le..then jian wei send mi home..

2006-10-12T23:59:00.000-07:00

went out again 2dae..went 2 meet huishan, jeremy, khai kit, wee kiat and yiming at small mac 2 tok bout the chalet..but all of them was late..ok..nvm..then we went 2 the CFP building the mac there n tok..but they keep playing la..is like nothing was done..then i tok 2 him..he dont wan 2 rply..nvm..i *ren*..then i tok 2 him agian..he turn a deaf ear again..wad is this man..wad did i do??

then went walk walk with huishan..tok 2 her bout alot of things..then after tt went home 2 hv my dinner..then i went out 2 meet jianwei 2 tok..but at the same time..i called haiye..then meet her 2..with momo de frend kevin..then tok tok tok lor..then jian wei dunno wad happen 2 him..dont wan 2 tok 2 us..

then i dunno y..msg jeremy..tell him i sad la..all those stuff..then he nv rply le..then tok 2 haiye n my new frend kevin..tok until i cry..also dunno y lor..dunno wan 2 feel sad or angry..really cannot take it..jux hv 2 let everything out..='(

so jux reach home..there..here i m blogging le..

2006-10-11T23:45:00.000-07:00

Didnt go 2 sch 2dae =X..when my mum wake mi up..i tell her..sure alot of my frends nv go..then go sch also nothing 2 do..then she continue 2 let mi slp..=P..then went under fifi block 2 meet jeremy to gt the bike..then tok 2 fifi awhile he hv 2 rush 2 the gym cos need 2 come back early 2 cook dinner 4 his family..then jian wei come meet us under fifi blk also..

then jian wei cycle mi under haiye block with jeremy..then after tt..shi jie n haiye come le..then off we go..shi jie cycle mi..jian wei cycle haiye..all the way 2 pasir ris park..sooooo fun..hahas..then when we reach there..all of them come down from their bike n walk with us..=)so nice rite??hahas.

then went 2 this shop to buy drinks.so ex..hahas.but i didnt buy any..hahas..then went 2 sit on rock 12..then tok tok until tracy call..hahas..then all make fun of her ..cos jeremy say he went out with her in the morning all those stuff..hahas..make us laugh like crazy lor..then jian wei say he say a crab..then shijie also went down the rocks 2 c..but they r wearing shoes.so nvm.but jeremy was wearing slippers..he also wan 2 go down..in the end..was scolded by haiye n mi =X

then on our way back..shi jie was 2 shag already..so he cannot fetch mi..then jeremy dunno how 2 fetch pple at the front of the bike..so jian wei cycle haiye n i..but i think he was sooooo tired..breathe so loud..hahas..then haiye..go pull jeremy shirt..call him dont like this ...haha..then he fetch mi lor..wah..he v no skill 1..the bike wheels keep rubbing against my leg..my skin wan 2 tear le..hahas..but seriously..it was v v fun..

if only the whole hard gay gang was there..i m sure it will b more more more fun de...Thx haiye, jianwei, shijie and jeremy 4 yesterdae..it was 1 of my best days=)

then went shop shop with haiye at this fashion n all around tm n cs..then she bought a clothes when i m the 1 suppose 2 buy my hotter pantsi..hahas..but nvm..then tok 2 her bout alot of things..thx..

I REALLY LOVE YOU GUYS..THANKS FOR GIVING ME SUCH GOOD MEMORIES ^_^

2006-10-10T00:45:00.000-07:00

Today suppose to go out with my hard gay gang.hais.but ended up only hard gay (fifi), jian wei, shi jie, haiye n mi turn up. The most important person i waiting for 2 turn up didnt turn up at all..cos of smthing happen. so wasnt feeling tt happy already.

then went 2 mac.saw alot of pple from our sch studying for their Os (gd luck n jia you !) then huishan call mi. i call fifi ans..then he was like..hard to gay lehz..okay~...seh seh seh..then we was sitting inside..and when he did tt..the pple sitting inside was all staring at us..so pai seh..but it was really funny..then make fun of you ming..hahas..working at mac..so althought i was not tt happy..my nite was suddenly lighten up by them=) thx

then went 2 fifi house. stay in his ' gambling den' tok tok play cards..but i dunno how 2 play..so jux stay online n chat with pple..then went home bout 12.15..jian wei power..cycle both of us home..thx =)

really hv alot of fun with hard gay gang these few days..THANKS ALOT..I LOVE U ALL!!!

2006-10-07T01:45:00.000-07:00

Sooooo fun..went 2 jeremy's house to study..hahas..with haiye n jian wei..then go there i dont think we really study lor..go there n tok only..hahas..then went 2 east point food court 2 eat..then intended 2 watch a mid nite show..but change our mind in the end..

Then jian wei cycle from Simei 2 Tam..n we took a train..he was faster then us lor..haiyo..also dunno wad type of bike is his..hahas..then waited for fifi to come from his music sch..then when he reach..he start behaving like hard gay again..hahas..then he make us laugh like siao la..

Then tok tok at the pavillon downstairs..then fifi wanted 2 eat smthing.so we went to the mac at inter there.tok bout hard gay n everything lor.then went 2 fifi house 2 play.then not even half an hour jeremy hv 2 go home.so all of us went home.thx jian wei.he pei mi go home.=)

stupid la u..bluff mi again..=( always bluff mi 1..

2006-10-06T23:41:00.000-07:00

soo going 2 fail my amaths..hais..but..accepted it already as a fact already..then cher say i fail my chem by a little bit..dunno her little is how little..as long i dont retain..erm..everything is ok..=)

3 more papers..Suffering will be over!!!!!!yea!!!!!

anw..i m quite proud of myself ..cos i m 4gtting him now..thx 2 sm1 tt console n tok 2 mi..thx ar..hahas..promise tt person tt i will not think bout him le..cos its all 4 my own gd..=)

2006-10-01T01:42:00.000-07:00

Actually intended to study amath n emaths with my cousin 2dae at her house..n she suppose 2 guide mi..hahas..ended up i sat beside my mum..c her play mahjong..also dunno y m i wasting my time there la..hahas..

Then went 2 food palace 2 meet jian wei 1st b4 meeting haiye..then not long later..desmond came 2 join us..then jian wei n mi ate our dinner le..then go 2 central park..was quite sian at 1st la..then after tt haiye, jian wei n mi applied for this card called the passion card..damn style..n also gt alot alot of previllages for alot of things..then pay $8 4 3 yrs of membership..not bad rite??worth it..

But my main motive for applying tt card cos gt discount if i book a chalet at downtown east which i intended 2 book with hui shan n other pple =X..stand there crap with the guy who entertain us for awhile b4 leaving ...

Then bought a cup of chocolate ice-cream =)..after tt..tok n crap there with haiye, jian wei,desmond n deli awhile then went near the clock tower there 2 play with candles..=P..O ya..then mi n deli write our wishes n let it go 2gther..hahas..3 wishes i wrote on it..1 for myself,1 for the band n 1 for the class =))..then we play with candles..then went home le..

But not bad la..it was quite fun..hahas..enjoyed myself even though i was not feeling really very gd inside..hahas..anw..thx haiye,jian wei, desmond n deli for brightening up my dae...erm..actually nite i mean...hahas..

=) gang is always there for mi..love u guys..hahas..i not only love my =) gang..i also love EVERY SINGLE MEMBERS from JYSB n also 3E4 '06..u all r the best =D

anw..once again..really wan 2 thx jeremy for telling mi wad 2 do..hahas..wad he say was really really true..i going 2 do wad i need 2 do..hahas..n not things tt i m not suppose 2 do

Okay~going 2 slp le..hahas..tired..so..try 2 blog agian tml??c how..hahas
TaKeCaRe everyone...nites..bye..*yawns*

2006-09-21T21:36:00.000-07:00

hais...i feel that my life is in a big mess now..everything dont seems 2 b right for mi..failing almost every single test paper i gt back..i wonder if i sld carry on like this..i m like rushing my iconnexion hw every nite..no time 2 study..and 1 more week 2 exams..i really cannot take the fact..hais..hais..feel like breaking down n cry now..so much problems..

STUDY! STUDY! STUDY!

2006-09-18T22:33:00.000-07:00

Hais..didnt slp real well last nite..also dunno y..then when i finally managed 2 slp..my sis on the light bout 4 plus..cos she need 2 go suntec for the dunno wad IMF thingy..then when i woke up at 6.15am..then once i sit up..i gt a very bad headache..then i ask my mum if i hv a fever..she touch my head n say abit..then when i tried standing up..my legs macham no strenght..but force myself 2 go 2 sch for the amaths test..

then during lesson time..i slp in physics,recess,emaths,break n mother tongue..i m like slping the whole day la..then when mother tongue lessons end on the last period..i wait 4 haiye 2 gt the si han paper from the teacher..when i waiting tt time.. tzehao n hanlin was playing with the bottle cap..then i was already thinking if the bottle cap touch mi..i dont care is who..is going 2 die la..

then tze hao was shouting he very handsome all those untrue stuff then i shout at him..eh..can u shut up anot?u go look in2 the toilet bowl n c ur reflection 1st can..then he use the bottle cap shot rite in2 mt face lor..F*** him la..then i dunno wads wrong with mi..i jux grabbed a chair beside mi n smash it rite in2 him la..so fed up lor..then he say i started it 1st all those stuffs...cannot tahan him.. i found a stack of newspaper on clarissa table then i jux smack his stupid face with tt lor..i sld hv smash his face in2 the glass panel lor..

then smack his stupid face le i was so angry tt i walk out crying in anger..then walk home with haiye..then she tok 2 mi n calm mi down..=)thx alot..then went home..was so sick..then call my father fetch mi 2 c the doc lor.haiyo..then come back bathe le..eat my medicine then i went 2 slp then wake up at bout 7 plus..didnt eat anything the whole day..only had half piece of bread,half bowl of porrigde n half bowl of rice..

hais..then now rushing all the iconnexion homework lor..hahas..so difficult de..but still muz do la..hais..dunno tml can go 2 sch anot also..ok la..end here le ..

2006-09-16T09:32:00.000-07:00

jux came back from work..so tired..but everything was well 2dae..did smthing secretive..haha..spent my whole dae doing tt..but i think it was ok..nice at least..thx 2 michelle for guiding mi..hahas..she simply jux taught mi how 2 do the whole thing la..feel so stupid..hahas..really thx alot=)

btw..was soooo happy yesterdae..haiye noe y..hahas..n i love going 2 the dentist..thx 4 changing my appointment 2 yesterdae..or i will not hv the chance..hahas..dunno y i will feel so happy also

then went for band..everything was going well..but feel quite irritated with sm sections..sectional tt time tok tok tok..i stare at them they also dunno..until i raise my voice at them then they keep quiet..like this also can la..yesterday was also the last band prac b4 exams..hais..need 2 study hard le..

2006-09-11T10:05:00.000-07:00

i muz really study hard le..2dae..was quite happy with myself..cos i didnt take my afternoon nap which i usually will do every single afternoon if i m at home..i did my D & T definitions,mindmap n now finding pics for my image board..now..waiting for gerald 2 come online so i can send him my stuff and her can print 4 mi =)but the stupid msn seems 2 hv some probs..he cannot sign in..so m i..i now using the window msn..so lack la..aiyo..

so suay la..early morning give mdm fauzeah catch my skirt..say my skirt short..she dunno tell mi how many times le la..but she think i give a damn??hahas..i think all the other gals also dont give a damn 2 her la..hahas..

o..ya...jj bian huai le..he go pierce his left ear..he say his mum let him pierce..dunno real 1 anot..i tht his mum v fierce..and if she gt 2 noe bout this...he is so going 2 die..then also..he was late as usual 2dae..1st dae of sch then like this le..then he was also late...but didnt realize he was sitting bside **** *** until dhai told mi..hahas..

although heard sm rumours 2dae..praying hard tt its not true..but i really made up my mind on studying le..dont wan 2 think bout him le..anw..i think he like sm1..hais..nvm..life still hv 2 go on with or without his exsitance..i m looking at the bright side of life =)

anw..my conflict with my family is over..we going 2 hv steam boat tml..hahas..2 celebrate my elder sis birthdae..=P..i wonder if i sld gt her a birthday cake anot..hahas..cos anw..i saved $50 jux for her birthday..

okay~need 2 study le..try 2 blog again tml..nites..bye

2006-09-10T22:57:00.000-07:00

Hais..so tired..come back straight from work n come back bathe le..online awhile at my lunch bout 4 plus..then went 2 take a nap..but was woken up by a phone call from my mum..she ask mi if i wan 2 hv my tuition on sun..but i already told her tt every sun i working n i plan my schedule 1 week b4..then she tell mi..which 1 is more important?studies or work?

then she keep bugging mi 4 the ans..she say she already gave her word 2 the teacher tt i will b going..n she think she hv 2 keep her word..but..i also plan my schedule last week le..then i also working 4 pple wad..how can i jux tell my manager tt i cannot make it on sun rite??so i already feel irritated when she woke mi up from my slp..then when she come back..she keep asking mi the same Q again..then i was so irritated tt i dont even bother 2 ans her..so fustrating lor..

then she was like..eh..i toking 2 u can u plz ans??then she say on n on n on..but i still kept my mouth shut..then my father was like..if work so important..then u go quit sch la..dont study go n work..then also dont go 4 tuition..can save the money..then i kept quiet..still dont wan 2 tok 2 any1..

then after tt he damn fed up with my attitude..he actually call mi go n ***..then i was so pissed of n hurt by his words la..but then i still keep quiet..then my mum ask mi again..then i shout at her..dont wan tuition le la..can save ur money..then she say in the first place i was the 1 who wan 2 hv it..but the thing is i manage 2 gt the same tutor as jeremy n told her i will b going tml..then in the end my mum jux contact any tutor..so stupid rite??

then now she keep asking mi..again n again n agian..soooooooooooooo irritating..i didnt tok 2 any1 from jux now..soo angry la..i going 2 study hard..make sure my dad dont look down on mi..once holiday come again..i going 2 work like crazy..n show him tt i dont hv 2 depend on him..

anw..thx uncle 4 pei-ing mi msg..i feel sooo much btr after telling u how i feel..really thx alot..u r still the 1 i can rely on when i hv prob..and dont 4gt..now..we hv 2 deals...one is the ice-cream deal..n 1 is the hp deal..study hard but dont stress urself..if not later sick again..thx once again

2006-09-08T01:19:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone..i miss blogging..hahas..haven been blogging for a long time.

MON
i suppose to work split shift which is from 11am-3pm and 6pm-10pm..but was too tired after working split shift on fri,6-10 on sat and split shift again on sun..so i told my manager tt i was not feeling well..gt a person 2 replace mi=)

TUE
went for a-maths remidial in the morning..then hafidz and jeremy was very late..i told hafidz not 2 b late le..but he come at 9.45 when it start at 9 sharp..then for jeremy also..i ask him if he need mi 2 morning call him he tell mi dont need..in the end..he come at 9.30..haiyo..when i reach sch i was like asking han chun..where is jj??then he tell mi jj jux left his house then i was like...........ok..nvm..anw..at nite..i went 2 work as usual..it was soo boring..hahas..then went 2 the coffeeshop with huishan and yiting..tok and sat there until like 12.30am..then they send mi home..thx huishan for treating mi the 'white spider' ^_^

WED
woke up at 8am this morning..coz of the exchange programme at chong boon sec..everything was well..hahas..quite fun la..then saw this euphonium guy who was soooo cute..although he is sec 4..but he is shorter then mi =X..but everything went quite smoothly for us..the only thing is tt i cannot play THE GOLDEN CIRCLE!!!so difficult la..all the running notes..haiyo..then after dismissal..went to fp to eat with jojo,eunice,faris(saxo) n wafiy..then share the table with my sis n mum..hahas..then sit there n tok lor..went home n slp after tt..was soo tired..

THUR
woke up at 7+ this morning..dunno y..cannot really slp the whole nite..keep msging pple...thx uncle..for pei-ing mi 2 msg until so late..at least i feel much btr after telling u everything..so long nv tok or msg u le..=))..then suppose to reach sch at 2.15pm..coz mr wong fetching us (rita,haiye n mi)to NUS..but i was late..keep afternooning call huishan until i 4gt the time..then i run all the way 2 side gate 2 meet haiye..then who noes when we reach the main gate..mr wong told us tt we r not allow 2 wear home clothes..he drove mi n haiye home 2 change n gave us 5 mins each only..then we reached there bout 3.45..hahas..so late lor..then went round the engineering block..was quite fun la..although i dont really understand..then rita,haiye n mi was like looking n toking bout the guy from india who is a student there..hahas..tok bout his chin,eye brows,chest hair n smmore others..hahas..
then it was time for refreshments..so damn nice..the curry puffs..hahas..was sooooo hungry at tt time tt i eat 3 of them n sm other cakes..nice refreshments..i dont mind going there agian..hahas..then after tt went 2 tm with haiye..then meet shan..then walk walk 2 look 4 a mp4 for haiye..then went home bout 9+..then online until now..but now rushing for my YMCA final report..hahas..

tts all so far..if tml i m not tt tired after work..i try 2 blog n make it alive again...hahas..or pple will start complaining tt my blog is dead=))

2006-08-27T18:58:00.000-07:00

01) single, taken or crushing?
crushing=X
02)are you happy with your life now?
yes.quite happy
03)when you meet the right person,do you fall in love with him fast?
erm..nope..i will get the know the person better first before making the choice
04)have you ever had your heartbroken
yes.
05)do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
nope.never
06)would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
if i still love him alot.i think i will
07)have you talk bout marriage with another before?
nope.
08)do you wan children?
yes.
09)how many?
1 boy, 1 girl=)
10)would you consider adoption?
erm.i dont think i will.
11)if someone like you right now,what do you thing is the best way to let you know his feelings?
erm..tell straight.
12)do you enjoy getting into relationship?
if i get into a relationship with the person i like.of cos i will enjoy it
13)be honest,what is the furthest you and your ex did?
i never had an ex before.=)
14)do you believe in love at first sight?
erm.not really.
15)are you romantic?
dunno.but i perfer the guys to be the romantic partner=D
16)do you believe you can change someone?
ya.if i have the determination to do it..i make sure i will
17)if you could married somewhere,where would it be?
i ever had this stupid dream of getting married in a canal.but now i think i perfer some where which is romantc will do.it dont have to be high class or what, as long the atmosphere is there
18)do you easily give in when you are fighting?
nope.unless i am in the worng or that person make me feel that its my fault.
19)do you have feelings for someone right now?
yes.and he know it=X
20)have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
yes.
21)have you ever broken a heart?
i think so.
22)if one day you best friend fall in love with the guy you deeply in love with,what would you do?
i will still continue to like him.cos nobody can tell the future
23)are you missing someone now?
yes.him lor.

Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.
Write down their names in the list below.
Tag them in their blog to let them know.

01)haiye
02)cheryl
03)rita
04)singyee
05)sarena

2006-08-23T23:26:00.000-07:00

after 1st period 2dae..heard from sm1 tt he went 2 recovery room..sucks lor..hais..then the whole day abit moody le..tht he had 2 stay all the way until 6..but i think he didnt..so feel quite relief after tt..

then during pe..sm1 come call mi say i hv 2 go 2 the dentist..then i almost cried..due 2 phobia (thx 2 my pri sch dentist)..when i reach there was sooo scare as usual..but then nothing really bad happen 2 my teeth n mouth..at least i still manage 2 play my oboe=))..then haiye,jiahui,sakinah n me stay at the clinic there 4 2 whole hrs..coz we wait for 1 another wad..hahas..then also tok 2 the dentist..then she was like calling us the 'waffle gang' jux bcoz my class sold waffle on national day eve..^_^

so my day was ok 2day..but was ruin by the shirt guy in the afternoon..we suppose 2 gt our band t-shirt 2day..so happily..wei han n me went down 2 gt the shirts..but u noe wad happen??!!they guy gave us a very dull green for the collar..and very bright green for the shirt..i was quite happy with the printing of shirt but not with the collar..when we almost accepted the shirts..i spotted smthing..i found tt the guy had printed 'woodwins' instead of 'woodwinds'..u noe how fustrating can this gt??!!argh..

so hv no choice..quickly go up to discuss with the excos wad 2 wear on sat..then decided to wear our balloon hat t n jeans..hais..so unlucky lor..then now muz find another shirt printer..but i also sm how pity tt guy..is like we bought 102 pieces of shirt and we return him all the shirt=X

but overall i m smhow happy..coz i starting 2 c the members of every section bonding 2gther..tts the spirit man!!!hahas..SLs keep up the good job n juice!!!!!

2006-08-22T22:08:00.000-07:00

hais..sian..feel sooo stress nowadays again..i think is due 2 my results ba..been failing almost all my TA..but so far..i only manage 2 pass my physics=)..but i think i can do btr..2dae alot of things happen..hais..okie..btr dont tok bout it..n had a technical rehearsal with drama n mordern dance 2dae..everything was well..n hope it goes well on sat 2..then after band tok 2 mr tong..so many upcoming events for the band..haiyo..also dunno gt time for all of it anot..

anw..had SL meeting with the SLs yesterday..hope tt everything will turn out well..and hope the members can cooperate 2 improve the band..

i decided to concentrate on my studies n band le..i will try 2 4gt him de..i can..i will..(hope so ba)hais..hais..hais..

okie..gtg..wan 2 study le..5 weeks more to EOY..hais..i dont wan 2 retain or drop A-maths..so muz study hard.. jia you eunice! muz work 2gther..=)

2006-08-19T09:36:00.000-07:00

finally can find a time to blog..

ok..seniors..i noe u all r seriously unhappy with the way the excos lead now..wad i am trying to say now may not sounds very nice..so sorry about it..=X..coz for the past 2 weeks we r hving our TA 2 at the same time hving band prac 4 the upcoming fountain fest..band prac falls on every tue,wed,fri and sat..so is not we r not hving any excos meeting..but the thing is we hv seriously no time..coz mon n sun is the only 2 days for us 2 study..as u all noe the whole sch end late on thru..so for the moment..we hv totally no time..

i noe and understand wad u all meant..but i hope u can give us sm time..we cannot hv meetings on sat..coz the sec 2s excos hv 2 rush for their CIP every sat after band..and u noe sm parents complain alot..so is another prob tt we cannot hv the exco meeting on a sun..

anw..i assure u all tt after fountain fest..u will only see the band standard going up and not down..this post is jux 2 let u all 2 relax..and hv sm confidence in the excos..=)

lastly,wei han n mi also going 2 hv a meeting with the sl on mon..so..i hope tt u all will not wry so much..ya..thx for ur understanding..

2006-08-16T22:02:00.000-07:00

hais..its like a few day didnt blog le..coz i didnt even hv the time 2 on the com..haiyo..mon..straight after sch went 2 the D & T office with haiye n rita 2 find mrs lim 2 discuss bout the YMCA project..after tt bout 4 plus i rush home n left my house at 5 for work..so tired..then reached home at 12 midnight..hahas..coz huishan pei mi go the 802 coffeeshop n eat the prawn noddles..thx=)then we take a cab home..n she paid=X..

then next day in sch i was soo tired..tried my very best not 2 slp in class coz TA r coming..hahas..so guai rite??ya..then went for band sectional..everything was as usual..then tok 2 mrs lim for quite a long time..anw..wan 2 apologise to haiye n rita 4 those stupid things i said..sorry...=(...ya..then went home and slp on the chair while watching the tv..i think becoz i dont hv enough slp on mon nite..=)

2day was also ok..but was very hungry after recess..coz rita,huishan n mi went 2 find our chem teacher during recess n we didnt eat a thing..hahas..so poor thing rite??but tml is chem TA le..i think is worth it de..then during lifeskill haiye,rita n mi went round the whole sch collecting the bubble tea order form from the class chairman..but not all pass up..ya..but nvm..then went 2 the band store 2 tok tok..suppose 2 help wafiy with the stock check of instruments but didnt=X..hahas..then jojo n eunice send mi home after tt..then when i come back my headache gt worst..then poop a panadol after eating a goreng pisang then went 2 slp..then revise my chem b4 blogging=)..guai kia..

anw...gtg..hv 2 study for my physics and chem TA tml..gd luck 2 mi..hahas..hope i can pass both ..^_^

2006-08-12T08:45:00.000-07:00

Taken on 11/08/06 at sakura.celebrating JOJO'S birthday=)

sooooo fun...hahas..play zhong ji mi ma..hahas..then i was the 1st 1 to drink the mixture of sharkfin,icecream,tobasco,durian puff.......more.....eeeeeeeee..its smells like the dustbin lor..then its tasted abit sweet,sour,spicy...yack..still can taste it in my mouth now..

then we keep playing and toking..but i think silas feel left out..sorry bout tt..=(..but overall we had fun rite??hahas..then bout 9 plus huishan,silas and mi brought out the birthday cake...and joanne was sooooo touched...hahas..she almost cried..n we took pictures..this is one of them=)

anw..jojo..hope tt u will enjoy ur birthday yesterday..once again...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOJO AND SANCHE=)

2006-08-10T16:56:00.000-07:00

hais...I AM SO BORED!!!!actually 2day suppose to go out with the sec 3s excos to sakura to celebrate Joanne's birthday..but in the end..nobody can make it or for whatever reasons..then we have to pospone it to tommorow after band =)..althought i didnt go out with the sec 3s excos,ihsan n wei2 called mi 2 join them at the airport 2 study..but by hearing the word study..i tell ihsan..i think i dont wan 2 go already =x..so i slp the whole after and just wake up from my nap half an hour ago..then help my mum do some housework..thats my boring day

Anw..jux wan to thx the band for putting up the performance at central park yesterday..u all did a great job..but of coz u all hv 2 work harder for the upcoming fountain fest..lets all work together..JUICE!!

2006-08-08T08:01:00.000-07:00

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